life stories.

I've finally made an executive decision about where my life is going. I am going to take a post graduate course at centennial college in human resources management. It may not be what I've always dreamed of doing, but it's something. My life doesn't need to be about my career, in fact I don't know if I ever had a dream job. Plus I'm friendly enough, patient enough and would be happy enough doing that.

things with Steve are OK. but as you can tell by my last...probably mashed post, I'm a little confused, a little disorientated. Maybe he needs to try harder to show me he cares. I always get like this. He's just not like guys I usually date, he's doing the grown up thing and I'm not and it's weird. I've been feeling very weird about my life. I'm 21 but I work at a bookstore and I go to school. Technically I'm an adult but really I'm not. Nothing I do is adult-ish. I just started doing my own laundry.

I don't know what it's going to be like going back to school. Incredibly strange is a good way to describe it. I've been out of the school mood for quite some time. I have no idea what is going to go down hopefully it won't kill me.

I may end up working for the chapters company forever! I'm thinking about applying for an internship in the summer with the indigo home office. If my manager gives me a good recommendation I may have a good chance....would be nice to have a grown up job for a little while anyway.