Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Oh the twists and turns of life.

Well, I'm beginning to get even more convinced as time goes on that Steve isn't the one for me. But the question is why am I holding on?

And the answer to that is...his actions and his words are polar opposite. One day he can tell me he doesn't have any feelings for me and less than a week later he is holding me in his arms and looking at me like he needs me.

I read in my horoscope today that I should be with someone who loves me as much as I love them.

But I love Steve...And I want things to work with us I don't want to leave him but I can't wait forever...we are on a break...but it isn't technically a break because we are still seeing each other and not seeing other people...but I don't want to waste a whole summer waiting for something that will never truly be mine.

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